I know it’s not easy to go around the world lifting your head up when you’re not confident about your language. So, it is always better to first hear yourself out and understand the mistakes and implement the next time, because one can gain confidence by first listening to oneself than speaking for the first time in the public or sometimes even with a friend/family member.
Tip time! There are multiple ways of hearing oneself out for say, Recording, Filming a video or your best friend Mirror!